Dealing with the present and getting back on track
Name: Kerenza Age: 42 Occupation: Writer, Mum to 2 boys age 1 and 5, Wife to PTSD sufferer Height: 5'9" Weight: Too scared to check. Was 12st 13lbs 2 weeks ago but I've eaten a ton of junk since then. Meds: Currently switching from 150mg Sertraline to Mirtazapine + Propanalol for depression and anxiety. Mood: Low Goals: 1. Get my pre-baby body back through weightloss, physical therapy rehab and exercise 2. Sort out my emotional state to live on an even keel and even find some contentment. 3. Learn how to adult (juggle all adult responsibilities in a sustainable way that doesn't overwhelm me) 4. Grow my business to earn enough so my husband can stop work and get better and we can afford couples therapy. Then I'll know if we have a future together or not and will be able to support me and the boys after separation. My messed up recent life and how I get back on track... So. Here we are then. My attempt to haul my contrary self into some kind of contended life. I...